Every Morning I Wake Up

Im not even sure what I mean with that title. It could be a literal meaning given that I do wake up every morning at 6:30 but mabey its figuritive becouse I choose to read Pablo Neruda and ofcourse thats a wake up. Im always talking about the things I read and the things I have to do but im never talking about the stuff that I actualy do so I seem like a realy boring person. That I may be given that I dont try for grand gestures of cool or excitment but I do succeed in providing my life with interesting comentary. Every day I get in an argument with a friend, we get heated up, then cool down and start agin the next period. Now my dear 3 readers let me tell you why im like this. My dad is very out spoken and though he didnt do great in school which my mom mocks him for, he retained all the information and has continued to get smarter. Now my mom was 4th in her class and she wont let me or dad forget it but the main problem is that she didnt retain any of the information and has become dumber everyday since I was born. This sounds bad but you realy dont know what its like, she is a neat freak but also a horder and she is wrong so often that it threatens to bring me to tears. She used to make me watch soap operas with her when I was a kid, now yes that is embaracing but its also one reason for my deep rooted romanticism. Like I said my dad is kind of smart and he is extreamly funny for a 50 somthing year old. Thats probably where my brothers get it from. They both are compleatly halarious especialy my brother Adam who has made my sides hurt from laughter since I was a baby. My dad likes old movies and got me started on watching them so now I love old movies. How am I suposed to relate to modern teens when im a deep rooted romantic who had a love of black and white cinema?