Im always talking about love. In fact it is implied in everything I talk about. I have said im a hopeless romantic right? What I havent said is that im not looking for love. Yeah thats confusing right? I am one of those people who believe you dont find love, it finds you. Dont take that wrong becouse you should always have your eyes open. There are just so many things that I want to do with my life. I guess what im saying is that right now im kind of empty and how can I expect to find someone who will love an empty me? If you havent noticed both of my short stories end before the dating faze. There is a reason for that. Im not used to dating and I wouldnt even know how to begin that process. Yes I have dated before but obviously things didnt work out. The main disadvantage is that I have known most of the girls around me my whole life. Dating someone you have known for a long time can be great in the long run but its hard to get your rythm so to speak when you dont have to get to know the person.
Most highschool relationships eather go nowhere or end in heart break. Why put yourslef through that when you will probably have to go your seprate ways sooner than later. I probably wont be liveing where im liveing a year from now. Mabey I will want to go to MIT or study abroad mabey even NYU. What im saying is I dont know where my life is going so I cant take sombody and there feelings with me. Theres no future and barely a present for any relationship I would have. Besides I dont think I have found that girl yet someday I will but it wont be untill I have a right to look. Do You Understand?
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